Ugh....I'm in a writing slump, and really it's a bit old.

So I keep wanting to write, needing to write.....and yet there is absolutely nothing there. I don't want to work on the Tachia story, cause if I'm truly honest, it wasn't mine to begin with. I mean, Tachia was a character I worked on, poured a lot of time, effort and tears into. But, the whole idea, the kingdoms at war, the love triangles and confrontations. That was all Abby and Ken's. Not mine. So honestly, I want nothing to do with any of it anymore. All I think about when I look over it, is her.
I'm getting better though, even though I'm still in the stage where I torment myself with visiting her journal once a week. But that'll pass too. The more I do it, the more I start realizing that it was all just childish stupidity. Things are much better this way. Though, if I'm honest(and I hold honesty to be a very important characteristic) then I'd have to say that sometimes I WISH there was a way for us to be friends. But as soon as I hear her voice, or we start IMing.....all my logical, well thought conclusions go out the mofo window. So this is how it has to be. And hopefully, a month or two from now.....I won't even remember why I wanted to have a friendship. I'm pretty much well past the whole hating aspect of it all. There's not a point in wasting my energy on something like that. One thing that has been brought up more though, is Bekah. I wonder how things are for her. I know Abby said that her and Bekah had stopped talking for one reason or another, not sure why. But, I remember having a fondness for the girl. Or maybe I was just fond of her cause Abby was so smitten by her, and I'd rather befriend than make waves. Hmmmm. Something more to think about.
Ugh, my head has been pounding ever since I took a shower this morning, not sure why. But slowly it's getting worse. I sure do bitch a lot, eh? Oh well, they don't tell you to journal because you're happy. Hehe. But, guess I'm going to go watch Hocus Pocus for the thousandth time with the kids. They LOVE this movie.....even more than I do. And It's been a favorite of mine for years now. Hehe. Cute how some things you can pass on to the kids. Anywho....have a good day all, enjoy the wonderful weather(course, unless you're not here, and then the weather might very well be wonderful).